Monday, August 16, 2010

Is this just a phase?

About 4 months ago, I caught my first boyfriend cheating on me and it was one of the most traumatizing things I have ever gone through. He wasn't sorry at all and still isn't. I'm 17 years old. Since that breakup, I have started to lose friends. Every date that I have gone on recently, the guy ends up being exactly like my ex. I find myself alone a lot now. I spend a lot of time at the gym and I have gotten a counselor to help me cope with everything going on. I can't seem to grasp the fact that someday I will find someone else who is better because it doesn't feel like I will, and not matter how many people tell me that things will get better, I don't believe it. I'm getting ready to graduate, and I find myself annoyed with everyone in my high school. I'm moving at the end of summer to go to college in a place where I don't know anyone, and i'm just kinda scared about everything right now. Is this just a phase? Because it's been 4 months and nothing has changed. I just feel like i'm stuck in one spot.Is this just a phase?
Your only in High School, you have so much time. Things will change when you get to College. You need to re-evaluate your attractions in men if you keep going out with the same guy type.
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