My ex dumped me a month back and he would be married to his girl next month. Officially, its over b/w us.. I am still coping up from it, I still miss him terribly, I cry, am depressed, I wait for his call.. I know I have to come over this soon and am not able to handle it..
Now, just two days back, I met a guy that is married, has a perfect marriage. He heard my story and I was so comfortable talking to him that we went for a coffee.. Today, I fell sick, had to go to the hospital, I just msgd this guy that I am not well and he picked me up to the hospital, waited for me there, and was dropping me back home. When we were driving back, I got this sexual urge and somehow we ended up with it. He felt guilty, I did not.. Rather I felt that I have taken revenge on my ex who dumped me and revenge on myself being fooled for 3 long years by my ex.... I dont really know why I did this.. I know it isnt a normal thing to do. U still love your ex, u miss him, u meet someone and have sex.. I think what I did was very slutty.. I did say goodbye to the married guy cz I dont really want to harm his married life at any cost, he was good to me..
How do I convince myself that I am not a slut.. that it happens with some ppl............ and how do I forget my ex who has hurt me so deeply?? Today, when I was in pain, when I called him, he didnt have the courtesy to even ask me how am doing..Was it right to get physical with someone when am still going through a breakup?
no i wouldn't consider you a slut. i would say weak and vulnerable at the moment. dont call him...dont do anything that reminds you of him. find constructive ways to get over him rather than sleep with people. hang out with your friends, take up a hobby..something. the more and longer you contact this guy and try to see him or talk to him, the longer it will take before you get over him and move on! good luckWas it right to get physical with someone when am still going through a breakup?
get over it. sorry, people move on. i know how you feel, it sucks but you have to move on. and id adivise you not to sleep with married people. bad karma
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